Yellow and Blue :)

Well, this maybe a little late to tell you a story about my activitylast summer. It’s just sudenly i have the mood the write about it, i think because i’m missing it so much :)

So, last summer after UN and SIMAK are done i become one of the voluntary comitee off Indonesian Youth Conference created by the young and talented Alanda Kariza. Yes, she’s 19 but hell yeah she is awesome! I remember sometimes in the late 09 i send my CV to apply for joining the comitee and on January (i think) i received an email that i got accepted and i’m being interviewed. Well, the interview went (kind of) well, and weeks after that i suddenly got invited to the mailing list fo comitees, and yes that’s the sign that i’m officially in :D I was so exited back then but also feeling confuse because i still have UAN and SIMAK to concentrate about. So, until two of them done i haven’t been able to come to every meetings, i just got the updates from reading the mailing list. At that time, i’m feeling so guilty and having some thougts to quit but then i realize this may be some BIG opportunities to learn something new from new people. So i decided to stay :)

On March, IYC held a Garage Sale in Lamandau street, and there’s where i met the comitees for the first time. YES FINALLY! I’m quite shocked that most of the are still young, and there even a Junior High Student that has accomplished so much! That kid have a gift. So, i spend a day with all of them, they are the most friendly guys ever and i easily get comfortable with them. Actually at first i was quite nervous because i’m like this ghost from email that they didn’t know about, i’m scared that they will get dissapointed and all. But, the reality is they are all the best!

As the time goes by i’m becoming good friends with all of them and i can proudly call them my family. Meetings after meetings i got through with them, we bond quite a lot and we are not just co workers but family who helps each other :) O yea, i actually apply for music performance division but because they already had enough people in it i got transferred to Logistic to help Adam Hulaimie who is very kind, great but also super tempramental boss hahaha. Well at first i got scared because Logistic job ain’t easy but i actually quiet enjoy it, even though it is very very hectic and hold lots of responsibilities. But Adam, Me, and Arya handled it well yeah we rock! I got to say i put all of my energy to work on IYC. I mean i only sleep for 2 hours when we were loading all the equipments for the Festival in Salihara. It was fun and very memorable.

Joining IYC is probably the best damn thing i have ever done to fill my 3 months holiday. I found new friends that i can proudly call my family, i found someone that is now fill my days with smiles and laughter who always keeps me sane day after day in college life. I have a whole new experince in being active in a organization, i learn a lot from each and every commitees and also participants. It was an experience of a lifetime and i will never forget it not even one bit. There’s too much stories to tell. Good and bad stories. Writing this makes me miss them so much, and somehow want to do it all over again :’)

Well, that’s my experience. I hears that IYC will be having a Festival just like last July next year, maybe you can apply to join the commitees and meet the awesome people inside it :D

some of the commitees in front of Wisma 678

ribbons and tie

Taken while my friends is on this new ride at Dufan. I will never try this NEVER

taken when i was in Puncak with my IPS friends

:)

This is at my prom after party. Come to think of it this photo looks like HIMYM opening credits

IYC bike ride! It's fun and tiring at the same time

all using Diana Mini with Kodak Colourplus 200

Champions!

Well, Spain just won World Cup 2010! Congraaats boys you deserve it, finally they won that glorious title :')

Meanwhile, my super German boys took home 3rd place again just like 2006. A little bit sad though but that's ok because they have played sooo well during the World Cup, soo proud of them. Mueller also took home the Golden Boot and Hyundhai Best Young Player YIPPIIIE! :'D

Once again congrats to all the winners, it has been a very great month of celebration. Will definitely miss all the football euphoria. See you again in 4 years :')

Talent-less

Suddenly i have this big question mark on my brain: What is my talent?

I mean, i really really don't have any talent that i can show to many people. So, if i have to perform on a talent show i think i would just stood there and do nothing. Is being people person a talent? Seriously dude i do not have any talent! I can't draw, can't play music, i'm not super smart kid who can solve some mathematics formula in seconds, i can't sing, i can't dance. Shiznit, i'm hopeless.

Dear god, WHAT THE HECK IS MY TALENT?

18 18 18 18

So guys i just turned 18 yesterday, don't know if i should be happy or sad because now i'm getting older.... There's always positive and negative about everything right? So i guess i just have to accept that now i'm 18 and yeah i should be more mature -____-"

Enough about that. What i'm going to write is a about my fantastic birthday. No i don't have a fancy birthday party in 5 star hotel or a hip cafe in Jakarta. But i have 4 surprises from my friends and loved ones! Yes 4! I couldn't believe it myself, because well i have never had so many surprises before so it kind of shocked me.

The first one was from my IYC mates and my boyfriend as well. They convinved me that my bf got in a motor cycle accident when he was on his way to my house as he promised before to have a birthday countdown with me. Until 12 o' clock he didin't show up, so i became worried but somehow i feel a little bit pissed because he didn't call me or text me to say happy birthday. Then around 1-ish Adam PING! me and told me that Omar was in RS Fatmawati hospital, yeah i panicked but somehow i have a feeling that he tricked me but eventually he could convinced me and yes i cried. Then, around 2 o' clock Adam pick me up and told me that we have to rush to visit Omar at the hospital, so in the middle of the night i went out and then i saw Omar's car.......... Then everybody sang 'Happy Birthday' and so i chase Adam down the street, yes i literally want to smack him in the face! Omar made me a homemade brownies and they also brang 2 boxes of martabak hahahhaa. Well, that was a GREAT surprise thaaaank you :")

Moving on to the second surprise, it was from my sister and my mom's house assitant. They wake me up around 8 and started yelling crazy things that i don't exactly remember and suddenly they sang "Happy Birthday" and then gave me 2 presents. One from my sister and one from my mother (my mother is still on her way to Jakarta at the moment). So then i blew the candles and started to open the presents. Present #1 an underwater 35mm camera from my sister, I LOVE IT SO MUCHO! Present #2 A blue Dell laptop that i really like :D yaaaaayyy thank thank youuu!

Okay 3rd surprise, it was from my High School friends whom i really really love! So, here's the story: I actually plan some little birthday celebration or my friends in the evening but suddenly Diandra and Mita came to my room around 4 o' clock they said thay have to come earlier because Diandra's driver have to go home. So far i believe everything they said, but then they started to make me go downstair like Mita wanted to have drink but i gave her the drink upstair, then she wanted to borrow a dvd but the dvd itself is in my room HAHA! Then Diandra made up some excuses that she was really hungry and ask me to go downstair and have something to eat. So i went downstair with my shortpants and an oversized t-shirt, suddenly all of my friends came out and start singing, triple strike for today! Dang it! Thank you guyyyss it was lovely :')

Finally last surprise, it was from my mom this surprise made me speechless and so everybody because well it was.... BIG! The scenario is suddenly my house went blackout but the others houses is not. I wasn't suspicious at all,

but then my mom told that i have to to the garage and then an engine started roaring from outside. SHIT! I GOT A CAR! Damn it mom you don't have to do that, i mean i have enough for today huhuhu i was so happy i don't even made a sound i just stood there and smiled widely and don't know what to say. :''''''D

Well, there you go my 4 birthday surprises. Still in shock until now, i'm truly grateful that i have surround myself with such a great people. I love you guys so much and thank you for making yesterday my best birthday EVER!

Special thank you to:

1. Omar

2. Adam

3. Deycil

4. Chandra

5. Cepot

6. Dhanu

7. Umar

8. Mba Dian

9. Bu de Endang

10. Diandra

11. Mita

12. Songko

13. Nabila

14. Dira

15. Amal

16. Agil

17. Godie

18. Adrea

19. Manda

20. Rumi

last but not least

21. MY MOMMY!

Cheers,

d

This is your moment no hesitations

It's world cup timee!! I take it pretty seriously because well as you all know i'm a big football enthusiast. There's just something about World Cup, the euphoria is amaaaziing, people all over the world are celebrating either you love football or not. People gather around to watch the match, the more the merrier.

This year i'll be supporting Germany and Brazil as usual. I love both of that country and 2 of them represents 2 different football styles. Maybe i'm not a footbal pro but i think Brazil play a more beutiful football meanwhile Germany are more tactical (this is just some random amateur football comment though). I'm pretty much excited about it and i have been waiting for this day to come. It's going to be an amazing month i can tell :D

Tonight Germany will play Australia, this is their first match in WC. Well it's not until 01:30 am in my country though but i'm prepared and ready to watch it, yeaaah! My favorite player from Germany are Bastian Schweinsteiger and Lukas Podolski both of them are a young and talented German players. Unfortunately their captain, Michael Ballack (i like him too!) can't be with them throughout WC because he was injured during FA Cup final with Chelsea FC. This is so saaad i'm actually expecting him to lead Germany :'( But i quickly wipe out my tears because Philip Lahm has appointed as the Captain throughout WC, yippiekayeaaay! He's actually the youngest German captain :D

I hope Germany or Brazil will win WC, it's so exciting to see the team you're rooting for, win the competition. It's like you can feel their hapiness too and if they lost you will feel the heartbreaking emptiness inside your soul. All i can say is may the best team win! And don't forget to PLAY FAIR!

Well people let's enjoy this month of celebration! :D

Cheers,
d

To go away on a summer's day never seemed so clear

Hi all! So i just got back from a short holiday at Puncak with my IPS classmates. It was uber fun, i enjoyed every minutes with them. It was a nice gathering with all of them, even though there are some people who couldn't make it :(

We spent 3 Days and 2 night in Ayodi's Villa at Cibodas. The villa is great, it's comfortable and the view from the balcony is absolutely amazing. I really like to just sit there and stared at the mountains it made me relax and forgot about the things that stressing me out lately. We laughed so hard for 3 days, my IPS mates is super duper funny i think there are no funnier guys at IPA hahaha no offense but seriously how can you handle not to laugh when the guys tried to kill a bat by smashing it with badminton racket and tried to cathced it with a plastic bags. I laughed so hard when Ading succeded to smash the bat and Kevin screamed like a girl when Ading surprised him with a plastic bag filled with the dead bat hahahaha.

Also, at the last night in Puncak we have some games. There are 3 types of games the first one was "Tebak Gaya" me and Songko hosted this game. This game was super tiring not because of the game itself but because we laughed so hard everythime the player messed up hahaha uber funny! The second game was "Tebak Lagu" we laughed so hard because sometimes they messed up the lyrics and made it hard to guess hahaha. Both games are won by Group 1! Victory to group 1! The third game is not a win and lose game, it's called "Single Out" it's like a matchmaking games and surprisngly some of the result was mind blowingly funny hahaha.
Couple #1: Songko-Adhuy
Couple #2: Diandra-Waqas
Couple #3: Me-Agil
Couple #4: Tika-Hannan
Couple #5: Dea-Albi
Couple #6: Icha-Daday
Couple #7: Rumi-Bagus
Couple #8: Iming-Artha
Couplle #9: Aida-Purba
Couple #10: Scilla-Ayodi
Couple #11: Fina-Wafi

See what i'm talking about? It was seriously funny and the guys are interested to play all the games that's what make it so fun! It was a really fun 3 days spent with IPS mates, i will never forget about it, you guys are the BOMB! They all made me laugh so hard for 3 days, i hope in 10 years time we will have reunion and we all have a sucessful career amiin!

Thank you guys for makin 2 years studying IPS a very fun ride. I love you all and you all are a great friends to have a very fun one to be with. Thank you for the last 3 days, it was amazing! I will never forget about it :) IPS Rocks!
Cheers,
d

Go Figure

Kinda wish you had known me better and not decided to end things up. Try to understand me a little then you'll know what is exactly on my mind. I guess you don't have that patience to try and figure out this puzzle of mine.

No Such Thing

Maybe this sound so cliche but hell yeah today is the best day ever! Why am i saying this, well that's mostly because i got accepted to University of Indonesia Faculty of Law. I AM SO FRIGGIN HAPPY RIGHT NOW! All day i have been smiling like a stupid idiot. All of this feels like a dream and when i pinch myself i'm not waking up so yeah this is reality and i love it :))))

You know the earlier post when i said the test was like so friggin hard? Like it's impossible to get 100 from that test, but well here i am happy and got accepted just like my dream. Anything is possible if you keep dreaming and beliving and of course PRAYING! I'm a very religious girl so i believe that all this is God's work, i keep praying and praying and begging and crying in the middle of the night because after that test to be honest i was down. I thought i'm going to failed because i can't do it. It was different from what i had expected and what i could do at that time is just pray that everybody was doing badly as i was. Guess God answer my prayer :)

For all my friends who also got accepted: big yeay to us! We have make ourself proud and also our loved ones (friends, family, etc) we have given this oppurtunity so we have to take it and make the best of it! Our journey is not done yet, this is only the beginning *i am actually shaking while typing this*. For my friends who hasn't got accepted yet: Keep believing in yourself, you still have 2 more test to get into UI and anything is possible if you keep trying and believing. Don't ever doubt yourself that you can't do it. Now put your chins up, wipe that tears from your eyes and move on. Go kick some UMB or SNMPTN butt and i will see you in UI! *fingers crossed* and if at the end you don't get into UI, it is not the end of the world! Because it's not where you go to college it is HOW you learn in college. I believe God have it all plan out and God will give us the best for our life. Keep believing that and you are on the road to success! :D \m/

So, yeah this is my future i'll go to FHUI just like i wanted for so long. All of my hardwork finally paid off. No going to cram school at the early Sunday Morning, no private lessons with lovely mathematics *blergh*, no stressing out again. Alhamdulillaaaahh finally things work out for me :'''')
Cheers,
d

Giving Up The Gun

1. First of all Congrats to all my friends who got accepted at UNPAD! So proud of you guys! *hugs*

bahasa indonesia mode: on

2. Yang kedua, pagi ini warga Indonesia dikagetkan dengan berita yang sangat membanggakan sekaligus sedih karena Menteri Keuangan Super kita yaitu Ibu Sri Mulyani ditunjuk untuk menjadi Managing Director di Bank Dunia, which is satu jabatan di bawah orang nomer satu di Bank Dunia. How cool is that? Tapi sedihnya kita harus kehilangan salah satu orang pintar dalam pemerintahan yang terlihat semakin kacau ini. Gw bingung sebetulnya, dengan kinerja Ibu Sri Mulyani yang sangat baik mengapa harus selalu dihujat, mengapa beliau bisa dihargai di luar negeri namun di negerinya sendiri ia dihujat dan di demo. Liat ga sih Dollar tuh sekarang nilainya rendah hanya rp 9000-an kalo ga salah, itu menurut gw bagus banget loh melihat beberapa tahun kebelakang dollar selalu 10000-an. Sri Mulyani menjalankan tugas dengan baik, ekonomi Indonesia terus berkembang bahkan pada saat Global Recession Indonesia tidak banyak mengalami kerugian seperti AS yang terpaksa menutup beberapa perusahaan seperti the infamous Leimann Brothers.

Intinya kita seperti menyia-nyiakan Ibu Sri Mulyani yang sudah berjasa begitu besar, gw yakin kok semua langkah yang ia ambil menyangkut kasus Bank Century adalah yang terbaik dan dia membuktikannya dengan perekonomian Indonesia yg semakin kuat. Personally, gw bangga banget Sri Mulyani bisa berkiprah di dunia internasional, it shows that Indonesian can make it there. Sekarang cuman bisa berdoa supaya pengganti nya Sri Mulyani bisa meneruskan kerja yang baik dari pendahulunya. Gw ga berharap lebih sih tapi seenggaknya jangan sampai ekonomi Indonesia jatoh aja, karena susah unutk menyaingi Sri Mulyani.

Congrats Ibu Sri Mulyani, mungkin ini ga akan dibaca sama beliau *iyalah* tapi saya sebagai warga Indonesia yang legal dan sudah ber-KTP sangat bangga dengan pencapaian Ibu. Semoga Ibu dapat bersinar di World Bank, show that Indonesian people are smart and ready to change the world! :D

3. I'm in the middle of a nervous breakdown. I'm scared of my future. Pray for me that i won't kill myself.... haha kidding i'm not that emo. But just pray for me okay? I hope it's going to be alright *fingers crossed*

Cheers,
d

I'll stop the world and melts with you

You know there are some lines in movies that make my heart melt and it's not some typical "I Love You" but something more meaningful and sweet at the same time. Well here's some of it that i really love

1. "This is amazing! You are literally like my musical soul mate"
Nick and Norah's Infinite Playlist

2. "I'm going to miss your lips. And everything attached to them"
Elizabethtown

3. "You can't just buy me a guitar every time you screw up, you know?
"Yeah, I know. But then, you know, there's always drums, and bass, and maybe even one day a tambourine"
10 Things I Hate About You

4. "Robin is better than the girl of my dreams. She's real"
500 Days of Summer

5. "I live in Notting Hill. You live in Beverly Hills. Everyone in the world knows who you are, my mother has trouble remembering my name"
"I'm also just a girl, standing in front of a boy, asking him to love her
Notting Hill

Cheers,
d

You know you’re addicted to Coldplay when…

1. Viva La Vida comes on over the loudspeaker at the supermarket, you squeal and suss out the aisles where the music is loudest

2. You go into the nearest Apple store and immediately go on Youtube to watch ‘See You Soon’ Live 2003 on an iPod Touch

3. Your friends threaten to hit you over the head with your X&Y CD

4. Somebody says “I’m cold” you add the word “play”

5. When ordering a pizza, you ask for a “Meat lovers… in japan.” (this has actually happened…)

6. 42 is your lucky number

7. You accidentally type “COLDPLAY” into google instead of “Cold war” “Cold cuts” “Co-pay” or any word starting with c

8. Chris Martin, Guy Berryman, Will Champion and Jonny Buckland appear in your dreams each night

9. You’re absolutely sure, you KNOW St. Peter won’t call your name

10. When making graphs in maths, you label the X&Y axis with added lovehearts

11. You spend $22 on the CD, even though you’ve already had the MP3s for a whole year

12. When you know how to sing The Scientist backward

13. You spell “politics” wrong. And insist that “politiks” is better

14. You start singing “Yellow” at bromothymol blue during Science… “look at the acid, look how it shines for you… when added to bromothymol blue, yeah it will turn yellow.”

15. You cry at any form of Coldplay on television (I have done this several times)

16. The only song you can play on the piano is Clocks

17. When you see thick permanent black markers, and put an equal sign on the back of your hand. Then you feel compelled to ask for rings and bracelets for your birthday

18. When people insist Coldplay isn’t a genre of music, you shun them

19. When you paint “VIVA LA VIDA” anywhere and everywhere during art class. (Major embarrassment, I did this both on the back of my painting and on my art smock. FTW)

20. When you spend all your daydreaming time planning out your first encounter with Chris Martin

21. Your friends don’t use your name… they just call “Coldplay” and you quickly respond

22. You lie in bed and have deep, meaningful conversations with your Coldplay posters. Because they listen. And they understand.

23. You consider coming as Chris Martin (in his Viva La Vida jacket) to a casual clothes day raising money for Fair Trade (yes, I did)

24. You measure cooking time by the number of Coldplay songs it takes to bake

25. Apples are your favourite fruit

I got this on Tumblr and i gotta say that most of this are true and the bold one is the most often things that i do. I'm such a fangirl, i know :)

And i'm proud to be one!

Cheers,
d

Hopeless Romantic

"I hate the way you talk to me, and the way you cut your hair. I hate the way you drive my car. I hate it when you stare. I hate your big dumb combat boots, and the way you read my mind. I hate you so much it makes me sick; it even makes me rhyme. I hate it, I hate the way you're always right. I hate it when you lie. I hate it when you make me laugh, even worse when you make me cry. I hate it when you're not around, and the fact that you didn't call. But mostly I hate the way I don't hate you. Not even close, not even a little bit, not even at all"

-Kat Stratford, 10 Things I Hate About You

Twisted Story

"You know what sucks?" "Realizing that everything you believe in is complete and utter bullshit"

-Tom, 500 Days Of Summer

till the end of time :)

Bener2 ga terasa masa SMA gw udah selesai, seneng bareng, nangis bareng, semuanya bareng XIII. Gw pribadi sebagai penghuni tetap Al-Izhar Pondok Labu (yap gw dari TK disini) sedih banget, mungkin nanti pada saat purnawidya (amiin lulus amiin) gw akan banjir air mata mengingat gw akan meninggalkan rumah kedua gw. Dari dulu rutinitas gw adalah melewati jalan-jalan yang sama menuju Al-Izhar semoga aja semua itu berubah menjadi menyusuri daerah Depok yang macet dan panas itu, sekali lagi amiiin!

Tiga tahun ini merupakan pelajaran hidup bagi gw, banyak yang gw alami selama gw menuntut ilmu di Al-Izhar. Dan kalo diingat-ingat gw jadi ketawa sendiri betapa penuh cerita yang bisa gw bagi unutk anak-anak gw nanti. Teman-teman SMA adalah teman sepanjang masa dan gw sangat bersyukur bisa bertemu teman-teman yang sangat bisa gw andalkan dan gw yakin bisa awet sampai punya anak dan suami nanti :)

Mereka-mereka lah yang bisa ngehibur gw, mereka juga yang selalu ada buat gw, selalu mensupport, dan yang paling penting adalah mengerti satu sama lain. Saking mengertinya setiap hari kita ejek2an yang kalo menurut gw itu sangat menyakitkan utk orang awam tapi ya kita sih ketawa2 aja. Because we know deep down inside our heart we care about each other <3. Some people say High School is the best moment of your life, gw ga tau sih ntar kuliah gimana tapi sampai saat ini ya gw bisa menganggap bahwa SMA adalah masa-masa emas bagi kita semua. Walaupun kadang2 penuh dengan drama2 tipikal anak SMA tapi ya itulah SMA it's a jungle full of hungry predators. Sebentar lagi kita semua angkatan 2010 akan melangkahkan kaki ke dunia yang sebenarnya, di mana kita harus berdiri sendiri sebagai individu dan ga bisa tuh selalu bergantung sama orang. Yeah, may the force be with us peeps
Goodluck to us all class of 2010, i hope all of our dreams will come true! Keep believing in miracles and don't give up easily in life \m/

Cheers,
d

The stormy days ain't over

For all of you out there who is just experienced the sickest test that ever created in this world by this i mean those awful thing called SIMAK UI, goodluck to us all and may the luckiest person got accepted! AMEN! (well i hope i am one of those lucky person)

Yes peeps, the test was hard! Was fuckin HARD! Even my teachers at my cram school think that, especially the history part maaan that was... unexpected! The only thing on my mind right now it's not how good i did on the test but how bad everybody else did yesterday, i just hope that everybody having a hard time as i was because when i looked at the questions given i'm just like....... (speechless)

I'm not being a pessimist here, i'm just being a realist there are thousand who wants to get in FHUI. They have the same passion as i am, the same reason, but sometimes you need a little dash of luck about this. The thing is i have done my best and yesterday was my best. I'm studying until i loose my insanity, and i pray to God like a child begging and hoping for the best. At times like these all i can do is wait, wait until the moment of truth revealed which is on 15th May 2010 and that's still a looong way to go. I have to wait for about a month, you gotta be shitting me i'll be dead minutes before the annoucement T_____T

Oh God help me, i'm tired of stuDYING, i want to relax please. Please give the best for me i'm going insane down here, my brain will explode anytime soon if i don't relax and take a deep breath. Right now i'm prepared for the worst and i have experienced rejection from UI so i know how it feels but i really really hope now they'll accept me. Amiiiin

"Someday all this mess will make me laugh
I can't wait, I can't wait, I can't wait..."

Cheers,
d

Life in Technicolour

In 2 weeks i will have SIMAK UI test, the test that i’ve been waiting for after UN the second most important and the one that i have been preparing all year. I have sacrifice my Sunday morning lazy time to study in BTA 45 which is located in Tebet and it’s super far away from my house. This test will make or break me, and i think i’m ready. I know my Try Out score are not super like everybody else but my score is still above average (not meaning to brag here).

There is a lot of stories about my journey to have this big test of my life. Last year i even hope i don’t have to do this very very difficult test but hey God have other plans so be it. I know God have other great things behind it.

Now i’m studying harder than ever i don’t even think that i have ever been study as hard as this since… forever. I know that i can do this, all i have to do is believe that i can make it to FHUI, i just hope it’s the best according to Allah SWT.

Then come my love story, if i never taken BTA 45 as my cram school i don’t think i will ever feel the same way as i do now, which is amazing. It’s like having a friend that you can share everything with, i can look up to him even though he was actually not a very good student at school years ago haha. But he can give me some advide that can makes me feel better and knowing th,at he’s here to support. He’s the one that cheers me up when i’m down after the big announcement, and he’s the one that changed my mood 180 degrees that day. So, thank you sir :) pretend i never write this

This school year is filled with lots of new things for me and i’m excited about that. I hope i can end this school year with a happy face and a fulfilled life goal. AMIIIIN YA ROBBAL ALAMIIN

PS: Wish me luck on SIMAK UI test please, thankiiees :)

if i ever feel better remind me to spend some good time with you

You know the feeling when you are so stressed out that you just want to pause life and take a little break? Well it is now happening to me i just wish that all this madness will stop eventually. Studying all week without a break really do make me stress out. Maybe that's why God make me sick just so i can rest for a while, if so thank you God because it's just what i needed.

After all this mess, i promise to myself to have a good vacation and just forget about the things before. So now i have to work very hard to get what i want in the future. I hope my hardwork will pay off and i will reach my goal. Amin

I really really want to go to the beach to refresh my mind. The cool beach breeze is just what i need right now, laying under the sun and let the sand get in my toes and feel the cold water touching my fingers haaaa what life....

One day Dani, after all this mess you'll get what you want and you will smile while staring at the beach :) AMIN!

"I heard you never get wet in a Spanish Rain"

Coldplay premiered their newest song in Latin America Tour it's a special song written for them called Don Quixote. Aaaaa i just can't wait for their new album which (hopefully) will be released this christmas! EXCITED! :D

Young Folks

If I told you things I did before
Told you how I used to be
Would you go along with someone like me?
If you knew my story word for word
Had all of my history
Would you go along with someone like me?

I did before and had my share
It didn't lead nowhere
I would go along with someone like you
It doesn't matter what you did
Who you were hanging with
We could stick around and see this night through

And we don't care about the young folks
Talking about the young style
And we don't care about the old folks
Talking about the old style too
And we don't care about their own faults
Talking about our own style
All we care about is talking
Talking only me and you

Usually when things has gone this far
People tend to disappear
No one will surprise me unless you do

I can tell there's something going on
Hours seems to disappear
Everyone is leaving, I'm still with you

-Young Folks, Peter Bjorn and John

I hope you can accept me just the way I am, flaws and all. Don't compare me to any other person, especially the one in the past. I may not be perfect but i am what i am, i can't change that. Yes i'm a girl who loves to watch football, I don't take too much time getting ready to go out, you can call me a little bit careless, i don't wear make ups, high heels tortured me, i tend to judge people by their music taste, and I'm not what you called having a perfect body.

I hope you know that, and i hope you do like me just the way I am, because i do like you just the way you are. Even though when i think of it, you are not my usual type but hey...You make me laugh and bring me up when i'm down. I think you're the reason why i am not crying myself to death that morning. It's cheezy but i think it's true. Well the fact is when you're in love you start feeling cheezy and corny all the time (i even think that this post is the cheeziest post i have ever made). It's funny how love finds you in the most unexpected time and place, and how it surprises you and make you speechless.



No, i'm not refering myself as Zooey D, it's just i like this picture because they seem so happy with each other :)

P.S: I have no fckin clue what to do on V day. The hell with that.

Cheers,
d

"I think we're superstars, you say you think we are the best thing"

What do you know behind a bad things there will always be good things hidden. Trust me, i know how it feels when you just received a very bad news that made you cry but in the end of the day something made you smile so bright that you can't hold it and then you just laugh like an idiot :)
Gotta say right now i'm happier that ever even though i have failed to get that golden ticket from UI but somehow something different came up, so thank you God.

Thank you for making my day a little bit brighter i don't know what will happen if you weren't there when i get that very bad news, and thank you for makin that day from the second saddest day of my life to the happiest day of my life (for now). Last but not least, thank you for making me smile that day :)

Cheers,
d

Just because i'm losing doesn't mean i'm lost :)

yeaah well......

I didn't get it, but that's ok!
First time seeing the result of course it hits me hard crying a little bit and seeing all of my friends support makes me sadder, it's like i have dissapointed them, so sorry guys i'll do my best next time and better strategy of course!

Thank you for all the kind supports, i believe this is the best for me and now i'm over it :)

Night Prayer

Ya Allah...

I beg you please please grant my wish, i really really want this sooo much.... This is my goal since the first day of High School. So, please i beg you please give me the best news in about 3 hours from now..... D:
Most of all, please give me the best for my life

AMIN YA RABBAL ALAMIIN

Hai! Hari ini pertama masuk sekolah setelah libur akhir semester 1 dan tahun baru lhooo! Betapa susahnya bangun pagi hari ini dan ya gw bangunnya telat! hahaha gw baru bangun jam setengah 7 sajaa untung sekolah gw baik hati dan memutuskan untuk mengadakan Coffee Morning yg memang selalu ada di hari Senin pertama dalam bulan baru, sekolahku memang mengerti siswanya masih dlm suasana libur.... Dan gw berangkat sekolah jam 7 padahal jam setengah 8 baru jalan juga ga masalah hehehe

Hari pertama langsung disambut oleh pelajaran si guru 'tercinta yaitu Devi dengan kutukan sosiologi nya walaupun sebetulnya gw suka pelajaran ini tapi entah kenapa kalo diajarin dia semua terasa lebih susah untuk dimengerti dan gw pun akhirnya mengambil kesimpulan sendiri yaitu gurunya lah yang memang ga jelas. Oiya gw mendapatkan satu fakta bodoh baru untuk si guru tercinta ini DIA TIDAK AFAL LETAK PULAU INDONESIA! hahahhaha masa dia gambar Kalimantan setelah Sulawesi, WTF??!! Gila nih guru hahahaha. Berlanjut ke pelajaran kedua yaitu pelajaran si Tono dan yaaa betul sekali isinya hanyalah ocehan dia tentang semarak tahun baru yang mengalahkan tahun baru islam sehingga membuat hatinya miris, emang bener sih tapi entah kenapa kalo dia yg ngomong semuanya itu = bacot!

Pelajaran ketiga adalah pelajaran kesayangan saya saat ini yaitu Matematika, haha memang aneh ya kalo disebut pelajaran kesayangan tapi rasanya kalo lagi Mat jam itu berjalan dengan sangat cepat mungkin karena keasikan ngerjain soal ya hehehe, berarti guru matematika gw yaitu Bu Dini mengajarkan anaknya dengan baik karena hampir tidak ada yg protes dengan Matematika yipiiieee! Lalu pelajaran keempat adalah Ekonomi, need i say more? Intinya gw hanya ngobrol dengan teman cuman beberapa kali memperhatikan guru yang sedang menjelaskan soal haha no wonder nilai Ekonomi gw selalu jelek kalo TO hahaha :p

Dan akhirnya pulaaaaang! Fiuuhh i survive the first day of school of 2nd semester! Omong2 tentang semester 2 saya merasa sangat horor dengan kata UN ataupun SIMAK, SPMB dan kawan2. Otak gw langsung kebayang hal2 tidak menyenangkan yg bisa terjadi huhu.. Gila yaa tinggal 3 bulan UN! Oh My Holy God! Oiya dan tinggal H-12 menuju hari penting dalam hidup gw saat ini, ya Allaaah berikan yang terbaik buat saya dan semoga yg terbaik itu adalah di terima di FHUI, Amiiiin!

Cheers,
d

The New Decade

Well what do you know it's 2010 already! Happy new year guys! I know it's late but better late than never rite? So yeah it'2 2010 that means high school is going to end soon boohoo :( and the biggest challenge is yet to come and torture me and all of senior high school students across Indonesia! Please pray for us :)

It's quite late but i'm gonna share you my 2010 resolution, so here it is:
1. Graduate High School with a great score in the national exam
2. Got accepted in FHUI
3. Gonna spend holiday with my high school friends
4.Watch great concert if there any in 2010
5. Lose wight maybe 2/3 more kilos (i already lose 2 kilos in the holiday, i actually can't believe it)

Well 2010 starts really good according to me and i don't know but it seems that my luck is working really well or maybe too well. I don't know what will come in next month or even next week but i think it's going to be good well i hope so :) but now i'm hoping and praying for the announcement of the most highly anticipated thing in my life right now you know the "golden ticket" from UI. It'll be announced on 16th of January which is like SOON!

I actually excited to start this new year and there a lot of things that going to happen in 2010 such as WORLD CUP! Hell yeaaah i really really excited for that, you know what? Because for a whole month the world will actually watch football and bring all of the people together hhhh the magic of football :D Super can't wait for this year Summer woohoooo!

Oh 2010 please be nice :)

Cheers,
d