When it's all over i'l let you know

No one knows the hard times I went through
If happiness came I miss the call
The stormy days ain't over
I've tried and lost know I think that I pay the cost
Now I've watched all my castles fall
They were made of dust, after all
Someday all this mess will make me laugh
I can't wait, I can't wait, I can't wait...
- If I Ever Feel Better, Phoenix

This year will be a trully hard times for me and also my friends. But i'm sure we will go through it easy, AMIN! We can do it guys!

P.S: I also can't wait for Phoenix concert tomorrow! I can't wait, I can't wait, I can't wait :)

Cheers,
d

Brand new colony

"I'M BACK NERDS!"
-Liz Lemon, 30 rock

Yes i'm back people and ready to blog again hahaha. Actualy i'm not in the mood for writing something because i'm super duper sleepy, yes blame the freakin jet lag!

I'm not gonna blab about my days in Europe because it will get too long and you'll get bored. It was fantastic though i had a blast with all of my friends and definitely want to go back and do it all over again :) I miss all the people there, i really do.


I don't know how to spell his name, sad :'(


It's a super duper fun but also tiring folklore festival. Chateau-Gombert rocks! :D


Eiffel here we comee!!!

Cheers,
-d

Half the world away

Tomorrow is the daayyy! Whoaaaa i'm going to Europe, at laaasst!! I hope i packed all of the things i needed there so i don't have to buy anything there because it's expensive! Gotta save my money for something that's worth to buy. Plus my mother give me a credit card supplement, i know it's awesome but i only can use it to buy something that my mom told me to buy and she will always keep an eye on me heheh. But i don't care i still have a credit card and yes my name is on it! hahahahha. Sorry for the lameness that's because i have never had a credit card before hihii so i'm pretty excited about it :))

There are a lot of excitement on this trip, maybe it's because this is my first time going to Europe and my first time going abroad without my mom. Lots of first time, eh? I hope this trip is going to be aweesomee and tomorrow's flight is going to A OK! So i will arrive in France and got back home to my beloved Jakarta safe and sound :) Also for all of my misbud friends who got sick, be tough guys! Eat your medication, consume more vitamin, and don't forget to eat!! And for myself, i hope my flu will be gone tomorrow, AMIN

Oh my god 3 weeks is a long time, i think i'll miss internet. My birthday is next week, 9th July to be precise. Don't forget ok? Just because i'm abroad doesn't mean you have to forget hahahah :D And also some of my friends will 'nyontreng' the new president there hahaha. Oh my god we will have a new president or maybe the same president but different vice president hehehhe.

July is definetely an exciting month :O

This is probably my last post for the next 3 weeks. Can't wait to post something with a lot of stories to tell! So, bye bye now see you in 3 weeks!

Au revoir,
d

Wanna grow old with you

So, my holiday well you can't call it a holiday actually because my so called holidays is filled with dance practice at school from 9am to 3pm. Well i have my holiday just for a week it's not enough though, but i just keep reminding myself that i'll go to France eventually (yeaaaayyy). It's 7 days before i go, oh my god i can't wait!! There's a mix feeling about going to Marseille i'm scared but i'm excited. Why the hell am i scared? Well it's purely because i'll go to Europe without my family, i hope i can take care of myself and i hope i won't get sick :D

(bahasa indonesia: on)
Oke kemaren gw baru aja nonton Transformers ROTF bareng sama segerombolan anak2 Al-Izhar parah banyak banget tapi belom ngalahin pas nonton Spiderman 3 sih hahaha. Menurut gw sih actionnya emang lebih banyak daripada yag pertama tapi untuk cerita, gw personally lebih suka yang pertama. Tapi di sini Shia nya lebih cute sih hahahha, bodoh gitu dia terus unsur komedinya lebih banyak dari yang pertama. Gw sering banget ngakak di film ini tapi menurut gw banyak adegan kurang penting ya serius deh, itu ga penting banget ga nyambung sama filmnya dan agak kurang bersahabat dengan anak-anak kecil.

Terus abis nonton gw beli Jelly Lens buat kamera, jadi itu jelly lens nya di tempel di lensa kamera gitu terus gw beli nya kan yang bisa jadi sok2an fish eye ahaha lumayan sih hasilnya, berarti sekarang gw udh punya 2 cara untuk nge cheat kamera lomo (fish eye & colorsplash) hahahahaah :D Kayaknya pas gw misbud nanti akan banyak gw gunakan tuh Jelly Lens nya hehehehe. Reminder fo my self: BELI POST-IT!

Untuk persiapan gw pergi gw udah mulai packing dari sekarang, dan tentunya di bantu sama nyokap gw yang emang suka banget packing hahaha, terima kasih ibu! Terus satu hal sepele yang sebetulnya penting kalo menurut gw, yaitu: mengisi ipod dengan lagu2 yang akan menemani gw kurang lebih 3 minggu di sana. Terus gw bikin satu playlist khusus buat di sana hahaha kurang kerjaan emang. Tapi masih bingung judul playlist nya apa, ada usul?

Sebetulnya ada satu alasan kenapa gw buat playlist khusus, itu di karenakan gw sedang membaca Love Is A Mixtape ceritanya tentang orang yang selalu buat mixtape di tiap kejadian2 hidupnya yang berkesan kayak first date, first kiss, the one when he met his wife, etc. Pengen deh cowok kayak gitu, terus lucunya dia kalo suka sama cewe pasti dia selalu bilang " i'll make you a tape" yes i would like it if someone to make me a tape :) Si penulis nya (Rob Sheffield) selalu bilang dengan ia membuat tape-tape tersebut dia bisa menyimpan memori2nya karena sebuah lagu bisa membawa kita ke masa itu. Iya sih gw sering banget ngerasa gitu, kalo denger suatu lagu kadang2 teringat masa di mana gw lagi seneng2nya lagu itu.

One more thing, currently i'm in love with a band called Passion Pit, you may recognized them from John Mayer's website (yeah, he's a fan too). My favorite is Sleepyhead and Moth's Wing, i just love them, they're great!! Download them NOW! Their new album is called Manners, i saw it in Aksara Citos but i didn't buy it because i'm too broke haha, i'm trying to save my money from now on. I believe Passion Pit will be a great band in no time :)

"But you've run away from me
And you've left me shimmering
Like diamond wedding rings
Spinning dizzily down on the ground"
-Moth's Wing, Passion Pit

Well, that's it for now. I promise you i'll write again seconds before i have to go to the airport next week and that will be the last post for the next 3 weeks. After i get back i'll write all about my trip. Hope it will be such a great great great trip! :)

Cheers,
d

Twist and turn

Right now i really want a time machine
You know, the one that takes you back in time
I just think that maybe i can fix the things i did

stupid things

Fun in the sun!

Akhirnya gw bisa menjalani liburan dalam arti sesunguhnya karenan latihan nari misbud, libur satu minggu! Seneng bgt deh gw hahaha :D Liburan seminggu ini langsung gw buka dengan pergi ke Dufan! Gilaa seneng banget gw, gara2 dari dulu tuh berencana pergi kw Dufan tapi ga jadi2 huhuuh. Ada beberapa hal di hari itu yang membuat gw paling seneng ataupun sangat memorable karena lucu haha, menghibur bgt deh kemaren walaupun capek dan gw agak sedikit pusing karenan naik Kora2 pas udah sore jadi mas-mas nya yang udah rada asal hahah. Jadi ini dia highlight hari gw kemaren.

1. Cowo-cowo datang tepat waktu!
Mungkin karena di paksa Songko untuk dateng tepat jam 8.30 di rumah gw atau mereka akan di tinggal. Kaget banget pas gw ke bawah dan tiba2 ada cowo2 ngumpul di bawah kayak mau demo. Dan mereka itu dateng yg paling pertama, gw ga tau apa mereka sangat excited atau takut sama Songko hahaha :D

2. Tiket masuk Dufan sekarang Rp 140.000!
Damn banget ga sih? Padahal gw sama Songko cek di Websitenya masih Rp 90.000 dan untuk hari libur Rp 120.000. Ternyata Dufan sudah menetapkan dari tanggal 13 Juni 2009 sebagai Hari Libur Sekolah. Tolong dong di update website nyaaaa!! Kesel tau ga, merasa di khianati hahahha. Untung bawa duit lebih, kalo ga sia2 bgt gw ke Ancol ga jadi ke Dufan....

3. Pertama masuk langsung naik Kora-Kora, dan gw ikut.....
Ini adalah kedua kalinya gw naik Kora-Kora dalam hidup gw, kalo ga dipaksa sama yg lain buat ikut kayaknya gw ga mau naik lagi deh cukup sekali aja. Tapi ada pemandangan lucu sih di depan gw, ngeliat Wafi sama Bagus teriak2 itu sangat terhibur. Terlebih lagi keduanya adalah lulusan Al-Kautsar tapi pas teriak2 beda banget. Wafi teriak2 "Nge**ot" sementara Bagus "Allahu Akbar" dan sebelah mereka ada seorang ibu dan anaknya. Do the math guys hahah

4. Idhan terkapar tak berdaya setelah main Tornado
Ga lucu sih, tapi kasian ini sabar ya dhan. Lagian pertama main langsung Kora-Kora, Kicir-Kicir, dan Tornado yaiyalah langsung terkapar tak berdaya hahaha. Abis masuk Istabon, idhan langsung mengeluarkan keenekannya itu di depan Istabon dan gw yakin orang2 akan mikir "Kenapa nih orang? Orang cuman naik Istabon kok sampe kayak gitu?" hahaha sabar ya dhan! Tapi abis itu udah sehat sih dia.

5. Ngeliat ekspresi muka Bagus naik Tornado
Parah ini lucu banget! Lo harus liat langsung! Sebelum naik Tornado dia doa dulu cobaa hahaha, lucu banget nih orang. Plus kostumnya dia itu sangat ngelawak udah kayak turis beneran hahaha. Untung gw berhasil menangakap ekspresi mukanya dia itu yang sangat priceless hahahaha.

6. Gw akhirnya berani naik Halilintar!
Yap gw baru pertama kali naik Halilintar, dan gw akui gw ketagihan hahahhaha. Pengen naik lagi deh, padahal tadinya sebelum naik gw takut banget sampe di marahin Hannan gara2 teriak mulu haha maaf deh nan. Sayang cuman sekali puter, coba dua kali lebih mantap tuh hahaha

7. Naik Kora-Kora untuk kedua kalinya
Pertama kali gw naik Kora-Kora dua kali di hari yang sama, jadi total gw udh naik 3 kali. Tapi yang satu ini sangat gila! Mungkin karena udh sore, jadinya di naikin lebih tinggi dan lebih lama di atasnya, meennn pas udh tengah2 gw udh capek buat teriak plus gw udh mulai mual. Betul aja pas turun gw langsung duduk terkapar tak berdaya dan keringet dingin, untung Songko sama Manda bawa minyak kayu putih ahah sangat ampuh! Abis minum teh anget sama makan nasi goreng dikit, baru deh gw sembuh dan di tambah tidur di mobil amal hehehe

Ya begitulah kira2 kegiatan gw kemaren, intinya gw sangat senang dan puas karena gw banyak mainnya jadi Rp 140.000 lumayan membuat gw puas dari ketawa sampe lemes tak berdaya. Tapi tetep sih Rp 140.000 itu mahal! Hahahaha. Rencana berikutnya mau main Paintball atau ke Waterbom di hari Rabu tapi ga tau juga secara uang gw sudah di rampok oleh Dufan.

P.S: Foto2 harus di tunggu ya, biasalah upload foto di fb butuh kesabaran yang tinggi hehehe :)

Cheers,
d

"But honestly, won't someone stop this train?"

Listening to : Stop This Train - John Mayer (repeated over and over)

These past few days i'm having some kind of a panic attack. I don't know maybe it's because i'm turning 17 next month (9th July) , and now i'm a 12th grader the last grade of High School after that i will go to college, and so on and so on and so on. Well my panic attack are based on this list:

1. I have to maintain my grades, that means i have to study harder next semester. Meanwhile i'm a very lazy person.

2. My parents still believes getting into UI is the best thing that will ever happened in my educational life, and i believe it too. So i better work my ass off so i can get accepted in UI no matter what happens :D

3. I'm going to France next month to participate in a folklore festival named Chateau-Gombert that takes place in Marseille, and i'm scared that i will screw up in the last minute.

4. I'm a 12th grader now, that means next year i have to take that stinky UAN. Oh me don't want that....

5. I have to deal with a lot of studying, for example i even gave my Sunday morning lazy time to take an extra lesson in BTA 45 and yes it's in Tebet. It's super far away from my house T.T (i'll do anything for UI)

6. I have to say goodbye to my one and only school for 14 years (oh god i have no life)

7. It's been a while since i drive my own car, and i think i forgot how to do it...... (I need to practice again!!)

8. I can't get why am i such a lazy person, seriously i'm like a couch potato. I have to get rid of this bad habit, i have to change for god sake! <---- some quote from my friend, Vampibots or Fariz you can call him that

9 & 10 Basically i'm stressed out because i have to leave high school next year

Well that's that, i know i just have to let it flow and just enjoy every seconds of it. Well, i'm trying to do that also, but i just can't forget all of the things i said above. So sorry if this post is full of lame-ness, i'm going to make it up to you by giving some useful information about a new concert in town. Get ready to rock guys! Because Java Rockaddiction Festival is coming to town! Woohooooo and the wishlist includes John Mayer, Katy Perry, Oasis, Blur, and more!

Cheers,
d