Life in Technicolour

In 2 weeks i will have SIMAK UI test, the test that i’ve been waiting for after UN the second most important and the one that i have been preparing all year. I have sacrifice my Sunday morning lazy time to study in BTA 45 which is located in Tebet and it’s super far away from my house. This test will make or break me, and i think i’m ready. I know my Try Out score are not super like everybody else but my score is still above average (not meaning to brag here).

There is a lot of stories about my journey to have this big test of my life. Last year i even hope i don’t have to do this very very difficult test but hey God have other plans so be it. I know God have other great things behind it.

Now i’m studying harder than ever i don’t even think that i have ever been study as hard as this since… forever. I know that i can do this, all i have to do is believe that i can make it to FHUI, i just hope it’s the best according to Allah SWT.

Then come my love story, if i never taken BTA 45 as my cram school i don’t think i will ever feel the same way as i do now, which is amazing. It’s like having a friend that you can share everything with, i can look up to him even though he was actually not a very good student at school years ago haha. But he can give me some advide that can makes me feel better and knowing th,at he’s here to support. He’s the one that cheers me up when i’m down after the big announcement, and he’s the one that changed my mood 180 degrees that day. So, thank you sir :) pretend i never write this

This school year is filled with lots of new things for me and i’m excited about that. I hope i can end this school year with a happy face and a fulfilled life goal. AMIIIIN YA ROBBAL ALAMIIN

PS: Wish me luck on SIMAK UI test please, thankiiees :)

if i ever feel better remind me to spend some good time with you

You know the feeling when you are so stressed out that you just want to pause life and take a little break? Well it is now happening to me i just wish that all this madness will stop eventually. Studying all week without a break really do make me stress out. Maybe that's why God make me sick just so i can rest for a while, if so thank you God because it's just what i needed.

After all this mess, i promise to myself to have a good vacation and just forget about the things before. So now i have to work very hard to get what i want in the future. I hope my hardwork will pay off and i will reach my goal. Amin

I really really want to go to the beach to refresh my mind. The cool beach breeze is just what i need right now, laying under the sun and let the sand get in my toes and feel the cold water touching my fingers haaaa what life....

One day Dani, after all this mess you'll get what you want and you will smile while staring at the beach :) AMIN!

"I heard you never get wet in a Spanish Rain"

Coldplay premiered their newest song in Latin America Tour it's a special song written for them called Don Quixote. Aaaaa i just can't wait for their new album which (hopefully) will be released this christmas! EXCITED! :D

Young Folks

If I told you things I did before
Told you how I used to be
Would you go along with someone like me?
If you knew my story word for word
Had all of my history
Would you go along with someone like me?

I did before and had my share
It didn't lead nowhere
I would go along with someone like you
It doesn't matter what you did
Who you were hanging with
We could stick around and see this night through

And we don't care about the young folks
Talking about the young style
And we don't care about the old folks
Talking about the old style too
And we don't care about their own faults
Talking about our own style
All we care about is talking
Talking only me and you

Usually when things has gone this far
People tend to disappear
No one will surprise me unless you do

I can tell there's something going on
Hours seems to disappear
Everyone is leaving, I'm still with you

-Young Folks, Peter Bjorn and John

I hope you can accept me just the way I am, flaws and all. Don't compare me to any other person, especially the one in the past. I may not be perfect but i am what i am, i can't change that. Yes i'm a girl who loves to watch football, I don't take too much time getting ready to go out, you can call me a little bit careless, i don't wear make ups, high heels tortured me, i tend to judge people by their music taste, and I'm not what you called having a perfect body.

I hope you know that, and i hope you do like me just the way I am, because i do like you just the way you are. Even though when i think of it, you are not my usual type but hey...You make me laugh and bring me up when i'm down. I think you're the reason why i am not crying myself to death that morning. It's cheezy but i think it's true. Well the fact is when you're in love you start feeling cheezy and corny all the time (i even think that this post is the cheeziest post i have ever made). It's funny how love finds you in the most unexpected time and place, and how it surprises you and make you speechless.



No, i'm not refering myself as Zooey D, it's just i like this picture because they seem so happy with each other :)

P.S: I have no fckin clue what to do on V day. The hell with that.

Cheers,
d

"I think we're superstars, you say you think we are the best thing"

What do you know behind a bad things there will always be good things hidden. Trust me, i know how it feels when you just received a very bad news that made you cry but in the end of the day something made you smile so bright that you can't hold it and then you just laugh like an idiot :)
Gotta say right now i'm happier that ever even though i have failed to get that golden ticket from UI but somehow something different came up, so thank you God.

Thank you for making my day a little bit brighter i don't know what will happen if you weren't there when i get that very bad news, and thank you for makin that day from the second saddest day of my life to the happiest day of my life (for now). Last but not least, thank you for making me smile that day :)

Cheers,
d

Just because i'm losing doesn't mean i'm lost :)

yeaah well......

I didn't get it, but that's ok!
First time seeing the result of course it hits me hard crying a little bit and seeing all of my friends support makes me sadder, it's like i have dissapointed them, so sorry guys i'll do my best next time and better strategy of course!

Thank you for all the kind supports, i believe this is the best for me and now i'm over it :)

Night Prayer

Ya Allah...

I beg you please please grant my wish, i really really want this sooo much.... This is my goal since the first day of High School. So, please i beg you please give me the best news in about 3 hours from now..... D:
Most of all, please give me the best for my life

AMIN YA RABBAL ALAMIIN